09-16-2017, 08:19 PM
How astute of her. She almost got it right.
'Yeah, pretty ironic, all things considered.'
Are you sure you wish to continue with this?
'I've made up my mind. There's no turning back now.'
Very well then. But if you screw this up, there are going to be consequences.
'I know. And I thought I told you to be quiet.'
And yet you're responding anyways.
'Hmph.'
Nathan closes his eyes again, not answering Shiva's last question. "It's not the battle I'm taking seriously. You don't want to know what I'd be doing right now if I wasn't like this. The difference between you and me when we do this, Ventus, is why."
He'd be attacking mercilessly...or a complete wreck...or both...he wouldn't be able to face either of them properly in the capacity he needed to. Holding himself together by the thinnest of threads was about all he could manage, and that was only because he wasn't in constant contact with either of them for the past few days.
He needed to be stable here. To not lose himself in the heat of the moment. He needed to properly analyze what he learns here.
He NEEDED to ignore his emotions. No matter how unpleasant this was for him and everyone else.
Shiva was worried and scared according to Kirlia. Intimidated, even. Ventus was highly concerned and just a little scared.
Nathan hoped they'd understand. That they would believe him when he said he wasn't going to go all out. If they didn't, he'd already failed to do what he'd set out to...
Out come Starmie and Grid!
"Enough chatter. We all have other reasons we're here. Now then, which two shall you be starting with?"
'Yeah, pretty ironic, all things considered.'
Are you sure you wish to continue with this?
'I've made up my mind. There's no turning back now.'
Very well then. But if you screw this up, there are going to be consequences.
'I know. And I thought I told you to be quiet.'
And yet you're responding anyways.
'Hmph.'
Nathan closes his eyes again, not answering Shiva's last question. "It's not the battle I'm taking seriously. You don't want to know what I'd be doing right now if I wasn't like this. The difference between you and me when we do this, Ventus, is why."
He'd be attacking mercilessly...or a complete wreck...or both...he wouldn't be able to face either of them properly in the capacity he needed to. Holding himself together by the thinnest of threads was about all he could manage, and that was only because he wasn't in constant contact with either of them for the past few days.
He needed to be stable here. To not lose himself in the heat of the moment. He needed to properly analyze what he learns here.
He NEEDED to ignore his emotions. No matter how unpleasant this was for him and everyone else.
Shiva was worried and scared according to Kirlia. Intimidated, even. Ventus was highly concerned and just a little scared.
Nathan hoped they'd understand. That they would believe him when he said he wasn't going to go all out. If they didn't, he'd already failed to do what he'd set out to...
Out come Starmie and Grid!
"Enough chatter. We all have other reasons we're here. Now then, which two shall you be starting with?"
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