09-30-2017, 03:10 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-30-2017, 04:39 PM by PhantomUnderYourDesk.)
Just one word in a dangerously low tone (that was closer to sadness than to anger, though), after Shiva's mind let the words echo through half her inside. Something told they weren't true... How COULD they if he doesn't even remember what he did?!
"Nathan... "
"... ... ...do look at me when you say thing's like 'I'm sorry'."
Still, the words were appreciated. Quite a lot, actually, it felt like a possible key that'll unlock the closed door to the path of coping with this memory. Now, it was time to try if the key matches. It did, but the figurative door was hard to move and Shiva had to take quite an effort to open it. No strength was available to follow the path for now, though...
If Kirlia was only by his side now... He might not really care about Shiva with his selfish love, but he'd certainly inform Nathan that the following words for Nathan were true. They were underlined with appreciation over the act of he gave her an apology at all... "No. Do you fear that I'll abandon ya? No. NoNoNoNo. Why...should I? I said that I won't shun you, since I feel it'd be unfair and not very pleasant for both of us - I mean, it won't help other then maybe ease instant tension. I eased left tension my way after the battle with you. I'll stay since I STILL value you for own reasons, you see? Despite all this... Despite it's beyond me and I'll likely won't ever fully get why people think they can solve their own conflicts by having their Pokemon battle. THEIR POKEMON, that likely don't have a thing to do with the conflict... But, be calm, Nathan, that's just my and my beliefs, while you have your own opinion."
"Don't be downcasted or angry for long, okay? Channel this feeling somehow in a way that pleases you is all that I can give you as an advice to deal with ailing emotions, as they come to me easily just as the positive ones." How neat, she was entering a terrain where she feels okay to talk about herself to Nathan, maybe the admitting of his triggered this? Subconscious she was still nervous, and decided to rearange her cozy Ninetails-scarf just to keep her hands busy. "It's a constant balance between both sides, and your emotions just pile up if you don't conceal them."
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Mechanics:
I dunno how much Nathan has to reply on this, and he's free to wander off after doing so without it being weird or off-putting for Shiva.
"Nathan... "
"... ... ...do look at me when you say thing's like 'I'm sorry'."
Still, the words were appreciated. Quite a lot, actually, it felt like a possible key that'll unlock the closed door to the path of coping with this memory. Now, it was time to try if the key matches. It did, but the figurative door was hard to move and Shiva had to take quite an effort to open it. No strength was available to follow the path for now, though...
If Kirlia was only by his side now... He might not really care about Shiva with his selfish love, but he'd certainly inform Nathan that the following words for Nathan were true. They were underlined with appreciation over the act of he gave her an apology at all... "No. Do you fear that I'll abandon ya? No. NoNoNoNo. Why...should I? I said that I won't shun you, since I feel it'd be unfair and not very pleasant for both of us - I mean, it won't help other then maybe ease instant tension. I eased left tension my way after the battle with you. I'll stay since I STILL value you for own reasons, you see? Despite all this... Despite it's beyond me and I'll likely won't ever fully get why people think they can solve their own conflicts by having their Pokemon battle. THEIR POKEMON, that likely don't have a thing to do with the conflict... But, be calm, Nathan, that's just my and my beliefs, while you have your own opinion."
"Don't be downcasted or angry for long, okay? Channel this feeling somehow in a way that pleases you is all that I can give you as an advice to deal with ailing emotions, as they come to me easily just as the positive ones." How neat, she was entering a terrain where she feels okay to talk about herself to Nathan, maybe the admitting of his triggered this? Subconscious she was still nervous, and decided to rearange her cozy Ninetails-scarf just to keep her hands busy. "It's a constant balance between both sides, and your emotions just pile up if you don't conceal them."
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Mechanics:
I dunno how much Nathan has to reply on this, and he's free to wander off after doing so without it being weird or off-putting for Shiva.
"Anything can be art. Anything can be self-expression. Now take your weapon and run with it" [Gerard Way]
--Windos is my OTP ❤---
`❤★`°・:*:・。
。・:*:・゚’★❤`
--Windos is my OTP ❤---
`❤★`°・:*:・。
。・:*:・゚’★❤`


