[Meta thread] Iron's PokeRole Adventure: The Skull Ruins

[PhantomUnderYourDesk]

Maybe a little unjustifiable, people, I do admit that - for an onlooker. Shiva's nature and what she endured and experienced with the group/because of the group is it what is causing yet another overreaction here. She's sensitive, protective, still suffers a feeling of being overshadowed in the group because her skills and strenghts lie somewhere different and therefor has to fight a silent running battle with finding her path + developed depressive disorder and chase after the strength and resilience she desires for. She isn't 'strong'. She desires to be. Add the fact that she was frustrated about Nathan yesterday-in-game during the good dinner Heart made us and this morning-in-game, and the fact that when the evolution of Ralts came up during video-call home, she noticed that she never got a 'Thank you' from Nathan for unwillingly evolving his close Pokemon, only questions as to why this happened.

Now, when she is about to get the chance to somewhat prove herself by becoming that 'very special Trainer' for Gothitelle, she feels like subliminally getting stones in her path by the one Pokemon that dared to annoy Gothitelle (Rotom) will be taken into the party as well. This hurts her feelings.

@Lord Windos, Ven heared what she shared here. Here we have a nice example why I DON'T want Ventus to leave the campaign: Where would Shiva be without him to take care of her afterwards ('damage control')? He hasn't hurted her so far, so she's open towards him.