[Game thread] Skull Ruins Pokerole

[Spiritmon]

Heart stop for a second and talk again. "...Nathan might not like to see this mess. Nathan dont like about pokemon killing." Heart did remember the first they have back in the beggining of their journey to Star City. He heavily sight then throw away those Nuzleaf. "You have some luck. You can stay here and breed to dead. Or perhaps some predator will eat both of you. I dont care." Then Heart turn his back and follow his path. "I tired of saving people or pokemon who dont deserve to be saved. I make a oath to protect nature, but that doesnt mean I swore to protect everyone." Then Heart follow his path. Letting the Nuzleaf behind. If they gonna be alive or not its not his concern anymore. Perhaps his Nuzleaf friends still out there, and they will try to save the lifes of those Nuzleaf. 

But Heart decided to do something who defy his better sense. He decide to spair the life of that those two Nuzleaf. He take care of these Nuzleaf, try to stabilize them and remove the Lethal Damage he have cause them (Knowledge+Insight+Medicine who is 7d6 in total @Iron). When recover them the lethal damage he let them live another day. "At least they gonna live today." Then Heart shout again. "If you guys want to save your two friends, its here. Stay out of my sight Nuzleaf, and be thankful I have spair the life of your friends."

After what Heart...I mean, "Arc" did to those Nuzleaf, those Nuzleaf will think twice before mess with Heart again. "Because if they cross my path again trying to hurt me or kill..."

Then Heart eyes become purple again. And a cavernous voice spoke again.

"There will be blood. And these purple eyes will be the last thing they see before the light spired from his eyes."

Heart then put one hand on his head. Trying to dismiss that dark side of him. "No. Must control. I not...a murderer anymore...Not after so much time." Heart put a hand on the wall. "You are Heart. You are not a Punisher anymore. You are a PUNisher. You are friend of Shiva, Ventus, Valder and Nathan. You are a member of this team. You are not a monster. You make a oath to put behind that path. Remember who you are. YOU are NOT a monster. You are Heart. Nothing more, nothing less."

Then Heart keep some minutes recovering his air on his body. Then his eyes return once again to his normal form. Heart kneel and couldnt hold the ugly sensation on his stomach. He vomit until that feeling was out. The feeling of brutal hurt a pokemon, even one who was trying to kill or steal his things, was overwhelm to him. "Its been years, but its returning...I must be careful though. I cannot allowed to return to be the monster I once was. I can't...my hands have already enough blood..." Then Heart look to his hands. And for one second, there was blood on his hands. Not pokemon blood. But human blood. A knife in his side. And a dead man, in the front of him. The sight was terrifying but then the man was alive and grab Heart hand. And aproach to him. With spilled blood the man say:

"Why did you kill me?! Why you kill us?"

Then something grab Heart shoulder and a woman with similar state of the man make the same question. She have red dress and some parts of her body was burn, almost lile...she was burned alive. "You always a desgrace of our clan! But you didnt have to kill us! Bastard! Traitor! Coward!"

Then another thing terrifyind his already poor mind. A little child, in his 5 years. He held chinchar plushie and ask to him. "Why you abbandon me big bro?" Heart couldnt hold the tears of both fear, but also deep sadness. "Angelo..." Say Heart. Then other people gather around him. Some of them burn, others with scars of been cut. They point they morbid fingers, insult and torment Heart. "TRAITOR!" Some of them say. "ASSASSIN!" Another one say. "MURDERER!" Other ones say. "YOU SHOULD ASHAMED OF YOURSELF! YOU EXCUSE OF A HUMAN!" Heart put his hands on his head. "P-please. No more. I can't take it anymore." But the voices still haunt him. More and more. Then Heart shout. "LEAVE ME ALONE! YOU ARE ALL DEAD! I ALREADY SUFFER ENOUGH! ARCEUS!" Then Heart shout. "WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME "OH MIGHT CREATOR POKEMON?!" DIDNT I SUFFER ENOUGH?! WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME!? ANWSEAR ME!" 

Than Heart wake up. He was in a fethal position, sweating a lot. He put himself together, trying to process what the hell happening. "My God...am I become deranged?" Heart then put his hands together, almost like if he coudnt do anything, he would fall apart, like a statue. "Please...someone..." Then Heart eyes begin to roll tears once again. Sadness, regret, pain, suffer, hate and rage. All the emotions he feel for so long time, and he have already forget...all back again. Ever you feel helpless? Feeling that you are nothing and the world dont care for you? That the God or anything who give you any little faith...you feel abandoned by any sort of divine being? Did you feel abandoned by your God or Gods if you believe in such thing? Well, if you are, you can have a idea about how Heart feel right now. "Angelo...my little angel brother...please...forgive me..." Then Heart keep in the position he was in, still torment by those visions...

Mechanic: With the overhelm wave of emotions and memories, Heart will take a lot of time to recover. So he will participate in the next set of encounters. Unless someone could do something to help him somehow.