06-01-2018, 01:01 PM
(06-01-2018, 10:20 AM)PhantomUnderYourDesk Wrote:
Judging from the deeply disappointed and resigned yet accepting stare Ventus straight back into her eyes, his opinion and choice to reject The Gauntlet's 'change' (Read: Corruption and bastarditation to him) was not going to EVER be altered, and that he'd wished that his dearest girlfriend shared the same opinon/choice as him but knows that is not to be and is willing to try and 'accept it' for hers and the other's shake. Its his deepest belief that being 'transformed' by that........thing will lead to nothing but a ruinous, despair or madness filled existence for himself and the others, and even if that wasn't the case (Likely) he's STILL was ardent in his desires to remain purely as he was for moral and idealistic reasons. To be human was to be weak and limited compared to Pokémon or other more wicked supernatural beings, yes, but it also meant to hold infinite potential for growth, expansion, and self evolution. Changing any part of that into something that was not that screamed of blasphemous horror that bordered on the unjustifiable to him, which combined with the fact that this belief (Among other things....) was inspired by witnessing his mother slowly and quickly become perveted/changed by those evil Fairies and his all too well established hatred, fear, and/or parnioa of the arcane, supernatural, magical, or sufficiently strange.....
.....Well, its fairly obvious what his choice would be, in hindsight.
The researcher knew his fears/hatreds were creating a deliberate divide between himself and the group at large once again, and that they are without a doubt interfering with his judgement and perception of what's being told, but he just couldn't embrace that supernaturalness like the rest of them. Not even for Shiva. Its as he had said earlier: 'Think of me of a fool for my choice......but I rather be that than anything I am not.'
Like the wind, I come and go as I please... but I am always there to provide a comforting breeze.
Member of Team PUNishment. Pun-pare for Struggle, make it Double Team!
Phantom is my OTP~
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Member of Team PUNishment. Pun-pare for Struggle, make it Double Team!
Phantom is my OTP~
Online ID: 000650


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