06-18-2018, 03:54 PM
(06-18-2018, 09:03 AM)PhantomUnderYourDesk Wrote:
".....I won't dissuade you of it any further then. I may be scared.....tired.....miserable because of everything that has happened because of that Gauntlet......but none of that changes what I feel for you in the deepest, least accessible reaches of my....heart. Its just.....just so[i] hard[/i] to...to embrace those feelings......now....with how...….conflicted I am...… One day....one day....
"...…"
"...…"
[i]"....Thank you, my love.[/i] Thank you for being so understanding.....so caring to a terror ridden fool. I'll...….I'll try, as I said...… Always....Always [i]trying[/i]....."
Ven didn't say anything before or after[i] that song,[/i] but he seemed to slump a little less than before. Her mention of the Glorious Incadescent Truth that is Reshirim[i] does[/i] remind of the adorably and wonderful plusie, causing a hand to drift towards the side of his satchel......before Shiva request froze them. Several LONG minutes passed in silence, before he slowly shook his head, a miserable frown on his face that could be glimpse when the fae fancy could see it. He....he wasn't ready for such contact. Not yet.[i] Curse hit fearful weakness, curse it to Kyurem's frostry domain and back!
[/i]Once his most blessed girlfriend and her gorgeous Grass types left his side (something which he was VERY torn over, but still relieved), Ven sat on his hammock stock still for the longest time.....until he finally pulled out the Reshirim plushie she had given him and collapsed fully onto his 'seating' (FYI: Laying on the hammock) . He held it out far away in front of him, staring at it with tired,[i] upset[/i] eyes.....until he brought it close to his chest in a hug, closing his eyes as he fought the urge to start crying and tried to calm himself down. If....If he couldn't stand to be in Shiva's presence for so long without risking breaking down into a haunted, horrified mess (or worse, LASHING OUT AT HER), then perhaps he could share his POSITIVE feelings with a proxy. He wished he could do this with her.....[i]oh how he wished.[/i] One day, that wish would come true, after he has fully come to peace with all that has happened in Antheneum…..
….but today is not that day.
After calming down, Ven proceeds to wander off in search of Nathan, in order to teach his Forrestress Rock Smash. He'll also be the one to remind him its time to leave Antheneum, when the time comes for the group to gather together and depart.
And so the timeline is now complete.
Like the wind, I come and go as I please... but I am always there to provide a comforting breeze.
Member of Team PUNishment. Pun-pare for Struggle, make it Double Team!
Phantom is my OTP~
Online ID: 000650
Member of Team PUNishment. Pun-pare for Struggle, make it Double Team!
Phantom is my OTP~
Online ID: 000650


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