08-19-2019, 04:01 PM
(08-16-2019, 11:36 AM)PhantomUnderYourDesk Wrote:(08-15-2019, 04:41 PM)Spiritmon Wrote: Flashback
Heart before he head to the battle against the Fighting Horde, talk with Shiva about everything. "So...its a long story, but I guess we got time to talk." Heart then took a breath a begin to tell the whole thing. "Its...about Nathan. But I think its more serious this time. About this...Sword thing. Why he was the one to grab the sword? He never pass though the same ordeals that I have. Or see anyone he ever know die before his own very eyes like I was. Why he was the one to have the right in wield such sword? I deserve way more than him in wield it. He is not worth, and I deserve way more than him. I cant...simple accept him as Leader. He doesnt have what it takes to be Leader, or the weight of responsability like me had with the rebuild of my clan."
"All our previous experiences: In the caverns where we find Landorus. The battle against his guardians. His reckless decision in free Mesprit without consider the consequences. He doesnt learn with of these things. And knowing Terra, he would sacrifice himself for us to get the Sword. And Nathan would accept him get sacrifice just for him to get the Sword. He is willing to sacrifice anyone of us to get what he want."
"And despite everything that I done to him to the point of even sacrifice many items of mine, including my Everlink Armor and Miracle Rood, he refuses to help me find East Wind Sid (and the Meta Thread thing about: "I dont ask your help thing" who piss me off quite a lot @Dragonstrike, since it make me see you as someone ungrateful towards the people who your character, just something to be mentioned). All of this, only make hate Nathan. And everytime I see Nathan wielding that sword around it, make my blood boiled with hatred, jealous and indignation. I was even willing to not help anymore his father in regain his humanity and leave him in his currently state."
"All of this make me say horrible things to him. About he not be worth of wield the sword that I deserved more in wield that Artefact. About the father thing. And even said to him that I hope loosing a friend was worth enough for him to wield a sword...and I feel bad to have said that things to him...but I cant simple...ignore everything that happened. He is my friend, and help me a lot in the past...but I cant help it but felt betrayed and used by him. He knows how much important get the sword was to me. And I even try to ignore this by helping him to get the sword, and I was expecting some sort of compensantion from him...But that sword was sharp enough to cut the strings of friendship we have between us."
"I know what I did was wrong...but I not in mood to beg Nathan to apologize me, because as much betrayed and hurt he feels, I also feels hurt and betrayed by him. Because he didnt say or did anything to prove that our friendship ever meant something to us. I feel ashamed, but I will not apologize me. If he is that worth of the Sword and thinks he is the Leader, he needs to prove to me that our friendship meant something. That our friendship is more important than a sword."
"I was even willing to challenge him to a battle, for the right in wield the sword. Screw this bonding Artefact thing. He is not my Leader, and I not accept the fact that he is more worth in wield that sword than me."
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Kogeki currently ability to active in battles: Anticipation.
