[Meta Thread] Lord Windos' PokeRole Adventure 2: The Wild Lands

[Spiritmon]

Yeah, despite the conversation and won a hard Pokemon battle, Oz still weak in the confident department. (...)

Like I have told you before, I'd be pleased if she ends up taking Bernhard as a sorta role model in terms of self-awareness and self-confidence. I mean, for example, take a look how cool and collected he remains over the news of now having a Nuclearmon of unknown origin, and how clever and confident he responds and reacts to the official!

Of course and naturally it won't be easy at all. It will suck. She will hate and dislike it. Things might (and probably will) become worse before things start becoming better. But I'm positive that in some way and with enough time and the right tools, Oz can learn to accept herself to a healthy/resonable amount.

-Sincerely, someone who IRL has the self-confidence of a field mouse and her own hoarde of inner demons and trauma = I know what I'm talking about and can hard-relate with Oz

Agreed. I do hope Oz and Bernard do have moments to interact more, and she learned a bit more to be more self-aware and self-confidence by learn with Bernard. Bernard is literally the first Scimitar she ever meet in a long time who is very kind to her. Don't know how to bring up the thing of her be a Scimitar though. Without revealing her backstory though, based in what you send me in the message, since, well, even if Oz still a Scimitar by culture, in more technical terms she is more akin to a heretic based in what Windos said. She telling her secret to Seddi was a little more easier since he is not bound by any Scimitar code, but Mr Samsara? She fear what Bernard would do her and her sisters, specially with the knowledge they both belong to the same group. No wonder Fortuna was so adamant in not give him any of her wings or...trust Mr Samsara at all.

If I had to guess, it could be a combination of protect Oz life and identity, and maybe...Hatred? Since the lifestyle of Scimitar is what caused a lot of suffering in Oz life, so maybe Fortuna carry a huge grudge against Scimitars, with Sky Scimitars having a special place in her grudge.

This is just speculation of course, so only Windos could confirm that theory or not.

I also hope that my friend. Oz suffer a lot in life, but I do hope by the end of the campaigh she learn to fight and conquer her demons, and learn to love herself again.

Yeah...I also someone who have self-confidence issues IRL, and had a long while to get better. I get better these days but...The fight is constant and I can't let myself fail.